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Hi :o

okok, I'm sorry, honestly!
I know I haven't been active here for... goddesses know how long... but there are good reasons for it!
So please hear me out, before you kill me, alright? :o


Reason Nr. 1: The shitty Internet in our village.

I'm not kidding. Our Internet is kinda... shit.
Now, over the last year, my boyfriend found a new way to spend his time on the PC in the evenings: Watching Streams on Twitch. And while that isn't something bad... our Internet makes it bad.
So basically, we are not able to both do freely on the Internet what we want to do at the same time - because we just don't have enough Download Speed.
It's hard for him to watch streams lag-free on a accepting quality, watching a YouTube Video for me at the same time? Hard.
Browsing deviantArt? IMPOSSIBLE.
No Kidding. Browsing dA is hard on it's own, making even YouTube lag for me - but it completely stops streams from working. Admittedly, this is mostly due to the fact, that I open tons of tabs with art at the same time - but that's how I browse dA - I prefer it this way, and I want to keep it that way.
So browsing dA became a Night-Time-Only activity for me. No issue, really. But it also became impossible to browse dA on weekends, and art stockpiled, and when the other reasons came along... there was simply no time for dA anymore.
Speaking of which:


Reason Nr. 2: Bored of Art and the need to game more.

It's as simple as it sounds.
Over the time, dA felt more like a chore, then enjoyment. I felt like seeing the same pictures over and over again.
For the most time, what drew me back were the Pokemon Nuzlocke Comics I so enjoy - but even they kinda started to grew over my head.
Also, I had less and less time the day to actually play games, so... I started to game during the nights and procrastinate dA.
And sorry, I'm not sorry. I needed it, and I enjoyed it :)
And when I finally was up for something new and creative again, Reason Nr. 3 came into place:


Reason Nr. 3: I'm on YouTube now!!!


Yep, in November I started out with my own YouTube Channel. And I'm loving it! :D
There were two reasons why I started my own channel:
No. 1 - I wanted to improve on my english skills, because I barely get to SPEAK english and
No. 2 - For fun :3
And both reasons are so far very successful :)
I have tons of fun and my english gets better and better. Heck, my first video? I stuttered around nervously. Now I'm far more confident in speaking my mind - not perfect, but it's a great improvement!
So what's my channel about?
Mystery Box Unboxings!
For those of you who don't know: Mystery Boxes are monthly subscription services.
Each month you get a box full of neat goodies fitting to the Box's theme. You never know what you get, but it's usually worth more then you initially paid.
I'm constantly subscribed to two of these Boxes (Arcade Block and SciFi Block), and soon this will be upped to three (Gaming Lootcrate) - so there are two (soon three) videos a month guarantied.
And while I started with some troubles (I only had a video cam that didn't allowed me to see what I filmed, so in the first three videos, the items aren't always properly in the screen... oops...), it runs smoothly now, and I think I get better and better in making these videos :)
Alongside of this, I only made a Special Series of Videos for Lego Dimensions, so that's there too :)
So why did this stopped me from dA? Because Video Editing costs a lot of time - and uploading these videos with my mentioned bad internet... yeah, dA was impossible ;)

If you wanna check my channel out, here are some of them:






So.... I hope I can get back to dA soonish. Until then, I'm active on Twitter ( twitter.com/Bukyoku_AlSara ) and YouTube ( Rutana Unboxing ) - so I'm not just vanished from the Net ^^




Edit:
PS: Oh, and on a completely unrelated note?
MOFFAT LEAVES DOCTOR WHO!!!!! FINALLY!!!! :iconburnredlinkplz: :iconbluelinkspinplz::iconredlinkspinplz::icontoonlinkspinplz::iconviolinkspinplz:
Ding, Dong, The Witch is dead, the witch is dead *sing*
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Hell Bent

2 min read

Spoiler Warning:

Very small Some Spoilers for the Doctor Who Finale (maybe a bit definitely bigger if you're good in reading between the lines, so please read further at your own risk!)




.....remember 2 weeks ago?
...you know, when I said that I'm fine with the episode's ending and that I hope Moffat doesn't f*ck it up in the end... and if so, we'd speak again next week?

Yeah, you didn't heard anything from me last weak. Mostly due to the cause that last weeks episode was great :)
I mean, the ending foreshadowed desaster, but I was willing to put it aside for the greatness that was the rest of the episode...


....but now, after the final episode of Season 9?
.........yeeeeeeeah, Moffat f*cked it up....... big time....

When will Moffat finally understand, that it's not the Doctor who hates Endings, but it's himself who just can't let go?
WHY?
The entire episode was absolute POINTLESS, it was a spit in the face of us fans and it was a spit in the face of the character building that happened 2 episodes ago, especially for this particular character.
The ending of Face the Raven was FINE, it was GREAT! The tone was perfect, it came with a surprise and it was a great episode in whole!
THERE WAS NOTHING THAT NEEDED TO BE FIXED!

:iconmasterisangryplz:




....only really good thing about the episode?
Finally the Sunglasses are gone... FINALLY.... And I like their replacement :)
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Note: Spoiler free


I'm.... strangely ok with the end of the episode... o.O
I really am. No bad feelings, no grudge. I found it was handled very well.
I'm actually scared of the last two episodes of the season. I really enjoyed every episode which wasn't written by Stephen Moffat, now I fear that those last two.... might ruin what was built up somehow :/
Would be a real shame to see it come to waist.
.....buuuuuuut.... I guess if he DOES ruin it, you'll hear from me again next week.... XD
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4 weeks ago, I was sooo close to giving up on Doctor Who (at least as long as Moffat's still in charge...).
3 weeks ago, I was grumpy, but some small wounds were taped together again.
2 weeks ago, I enjoyed Doctor Who again, and was reminded, that the issue isn't the show, but Moffat's writing.
Last week, I looked forward to the next episode.

Today, my Doctor returned.


Remember 4 weeks ago, when I said that I had to rewatch the first two episodes of Season 4 to "clean myself" from the Season 9 starter?
Remember what I said about Pompeii? About that Marble seller who's more Doctor then the Doctor was?
I started to cry tears of joy when today, the Doctor finally came back. When the brilliant Jamie Mathieson came back to this special moment in Pompeii.
Yes, I know, Moffat wrote on this episode as well. But I guess his influences were connected to a special pair of glasses and bringing in a certain element of overarching story, and that's it.
If I'm wrong, I like to be corrected, I really am, but right now, this episode had no handwriting of Moffat at all, and seeing how the next episode has completely different writers, it can't be the new character, that will surely make her way back. Oh and how great she is! I hope her story continues next episode, and I hope she stays for longer (though thinking about the actress who plays her, I worry that it won't be possible... but oh how much joy it would be to have her as a second companion! *-*)

I'm so overflowing with happiness right now :D
My Doctor is back! :iconrainbowdashsquealplz: 


(also, and that's the only real spoiler I'm giving in this episode: Hurray to broken Sunglasses! That was a stupid idea from the start and I'm so glad to see them gone! It's supposed to be a TOOL, not a fashion statement!)

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Meeeemes! :D

15 min read
I got actually tagged for once! Yes! XD

There were 3 meme's I savaged from the pile of journals I had in my inbox, that I wanted to do.
And then suddenly, I got officially tagged for the main one! :D


Playlist Meme


I wanted to steal it from :iconraycchan: , the answers were just too superb!
But I got tagged by :iconyukiranine: ! So that's even more awesome! :D


RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, Frostwire, etc. on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Tag whoever you want.

Since I share my music library with my boyfriend and also have some cds from my mom on my pc, I will skip over every song that I wouldn't listen to normally.
I will also skip over titles in any languages different then German and English, because there's not much sense into posting japanese kanji noone understands! XD

How would you describe yourself?:
Ein Lied Über Zensur (A Song About Censorship) - Die Ärzte

[Seems I have some secrets? XD]

What do you like in a guy/girl?:
Earth Temple - The Legend of Zelda: The Wind Waker

[So... I like grounded people apparently :o]

How do you feel today?:
Das Liebeslied (The Lovesong) - Annett Louisan

[Uhm.... ok... sure why not?]

What is life's purpose?:
Fencing Instructions - The Legend of Zelda: The Wind Waker

[It's fighting to survive! :D]

What is your motto?:
Memento of NiGHTS - Nights Journey of Dreams

[Uhm... remembering your dreams...? Yeah, I'd take that. Not really my life motto, but it's fine ^^]

What do your friends think of you?:
Versuchs doch mal mit mir (Just try to be with me - loosely translated?) - Bela B.

[...that's actually very fitting in terms of my past friendships, kinda... and sure, I give any friendship offer a chance :) ]

What do you think of your parents?:
I Still Have a Soul - Epic Score, Epic Action & Adventure Vol. 4

[Hm.... I survived my father and have a great relationship with my mom, so... kinda fits, yeah :) ]

What do you think about very often?:
Bunt und nicht braun (Colorful instead of brown) - Schandmaul

[Seeing how much I am against intolerance, extremists, fascists and how much I am for tolerance and equality among everyone, yeah, this actually hits a mark here ^^]

What is 2 + 2?:
Title (Metroid) - Super Smash Bros. Premium Sound Collection

[Ok!]

What do you think of your best friend?:
Moskauer Nächte (Moscowian Nights) - Alexandra

[Seeing how I don't have a best friend currently - and I don't understand a word Alexandra's singing, because this is one of the few Russian songs she has, .... yeah, it's a mystery.]

What do you think of the person you like?:
[Ok, I'll put in two songs. The first Song I got was:]
I Walked One Balmy Summer Eve - Edvard Grieg
[Edvard Grieg is my favorite classical composer, but I wouldn't actually listen to the songs he created a lot, so... it kinda falls into "I don't listen to it" category. So, second Song is:]
Invincible - Muse

[Yeah, I find both choices fitting ^^]

What is your life story?:
500 Miles - Peter, Paul and Mary

[Hm... ok... I'm not really someone who leaves or travels, but... life's a journey, right?]

What do you want to be when you grow up?:
Ashley's Song (JP) (WarioWare: Touched!) - Super Smash Bros. Premium Sound Collection

[Ashley's a witch, so... yeah, I want to be a witch apparently x3]

What do you think of when you see the person you like?:
Dreams Dreams (Sweet Snow) (Instrumental) - Nights Journey of Dreams

[yep :) I take it!]

What will you dance to at your wedding?:
Siegfried: Erwache, Brünnhilde! Wache, du Maid. (Wake up, Brunhilde! Wake, you maiden.) - Richard Wagner

[...yeah... my boyfriend would never agree to that... and me neither... :/]

What will they play at your funeral?:
Crushing Evil, Absolute, Dropped Ver. - 99 Spirits Soundtrack

[yeah, gimme the opera song at my wedding and the upbeat song at my funeral... makes sense! XD]

What is your hobby/interest?:
Barbra Streisand (Original Mix) - Duck Sauce

[......... I have nothing to say here...]

What is your biggest fear?:
Precious Orgel - Nights Journey of Dreams

[You know, random Playlist, you pick three times Nights now. But for my hobby you had to choose this one song without album behind it, instead of - I don't know - one of my 10 or so Zelda CDs? And yeah, seems like I'm afraid of Orgels now o.O Is that a word for Organ? Because it's the german word for it...?]

What is your biggest secret?:
Ewiges Blau (Reprise) - Die Magie der Wellen (The Magic of Waves)

[This is one of the few natural relaxing music pieces I have. Waves and Pachebel Canon... yeah, my secrets are as silent as the ocean it seems x3]

What do you think of your friends?:
The Color of the Summer Sky - Secret of Mana

[Seeing how I played the game with the two best friends of my childhood and the song is upbeat, summery, happy and all that... yeah, it does remind me on friendship :) ]



Pokemon Meme



Since I'm already at :iconyukiranine: , I stole this Meme from her :)


1: Go to randompokemon.com/ and set it to Generate 1, all generations and all types, no nature.
2: Paste the Pokémon to the corresponding question.
3: Type down your reaction~!
4: No Pokémon repeats.
5: Turn off the "Ubers" option.
6: Post these rules!


You

#277 Swellow by Otto-V

Free like a bird!


Your Partner-in-crime:

#099 Kingler by Otto-V

Ok, a Brawler to my brain, I take it x3


Member 1:

#350 Milotic by Otto-V

The Elegant One, nice ^^


Member 2:

#646 Kyurem by Otto-V

And the Tank!


Main boss:

#617 Accelgor by Otto-V

He looks evil for sure ò.ó


Grunt 1:

#534 Conkeldurr by Otto-V

Grunt alright!


Grunt 2:

#168 Ariados by Otto-V

There's always the comic relief one...


Grunt 3:

#449 Hippopotas by Otto-V

...and sometimes there're two...


Inn keeper:

#080 Slowbro by Otto-V

Great... now I have to wait forever till I get my room...


Your boyfriend/girlfriend:

#447 Riolu by Otto-V

Nice, I take it :D


Your stalker:

#464 Rhyperior by Otto-V

Help!


Your admirer:

#243 Raikou by Otto-V

Uhhhh admired by a legendary *-*


Your enemy team's leader:

#685 Slurpuff by Otto-V

Ok. Weak Enemy then? Or the leader of the local Cake Mafia? o.O


Boss 1:

#689 Barbaracle by Otto-V

....yeah, I'd fight that...


Boss 2:

#576 Gothitelle by Otto-V

And another one I would fight without hestitation!


Boss 3:

#576 Gothitelle by Otto-V

Ok, that'll be easy :o


Final Boss:

#218 Slugma by Otto-V

Taking into account that being near him already burns you up... fitting final boss!


Your Senpai:

#653 Fennekin by Otto-V

Teach me your psychic fire magics!


The pokemon that defeats you:

#648 Aria Meloetta by Otto-V

...I can see that... :o


Pokemon who tags others noone:

#570 Zorua by Otto-V

Yeah, looks to lazy to tag ;D




And, the last one:

Guilty/Innocent



stolen from :icondabbleton:

RULE 1. You can only say Guilty or Innocent.
RULE 2. You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your journal, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 4-10 of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens.

1. Asked someone to marry you?
Innocent

2. Kissed one of your friends?
Guilty

3. Danced on a table in a bar?
Guilty

4. Ever told a lie?
Guilty  

5. Had feelings for someone whom you can't have?
Guilty

6. Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Guilty

7. Kissed a picture?
Guilty

8. Slept in until 5 PM?
Guilty

9. Fallen asleep at work/school?
Guilty

10. Held a snake?
Guilty

11. Been suspended from school?
Innocent

12. Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant?
Innocent

13. Stolen something?
Innocent

14. Been fired from a job?
Innocent

15. Done something you regret?
Guilty

16. Laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose?
Innocent

17. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Guilty

18. Kissed in the rain?
Innocent

19. Sat on a roof top?
Innocent...?

20. Kissed someone you shouldn't?
Guilty

21. Sang in the shower?
Guilty

22. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Innocent

23. Shaved your head?
Innocent

24. Slept naked?
Guilty

25. Had a boxing membership?
Innocent

26. Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Innocent

27. Been in a band?
Guilty

28. Shot a gun?
Guilty

29. Donated Blood?
Innocent

30. Eaten alligator meat?
Innocent

31. Eaten cheesecake?
Guilty

32. Still love someone you shouldn't?
Innocent

33. Have/had a tattoo?
Innocent q.q

34. Liked someone, but will never tell who?
Innocent

35. Been too honest?
Guilty

36. Ruined a surprise?
Guilty

37. Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can't walk afterwards?
Innocent

38. Erased someone in your friends list?
Guilty

39. Dressed in a woman's clothes (if you're a guy) or man's clothes (if you're a girl)?
Guilty

40. Joined a pageant?
Guilty

41. Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
Guilty

42. Still have communication w/ your ex?
Innocent

43. Cheated on someone?
Innocent

44. Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
Innocent

45. A total stranger treated you by paying your fare?
Innocent

46. Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
Guilty

47. Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
Guilty

48. Thought about suicide?
Guilty

49. Thought about murder?
Guilty

50. How about Mass Murder?
Guilty

51. Rode in a stranger's vehicle?
Innocent...?

52. Stalked someone?
Innocent

53. Had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Guilty

54. Gotten totally drunk during a holiday?
Innocent
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